There is a space.... that I know.... when I'm painting. There are no thoughts, no feelings, there is breathing and heartbeat and wonder.... there is play, sort of like dancing with the molecules of paint, the ease of choice that a question will allow....

The beings that have been showing up in my world as 'paintings', as 'music', as 'writings' have been such a contribution to my being here.... That space is so undefined, and I truly don't know cognitively what the painting is going to be exactly.

I don't have an idea when it will be done and how it is going to be on the canvas. 'How', 'when' and 'why' are not there in that space. What I do know is THAT the painting is going to be. All that my paintings are asking me is to dance with them, dance with the molecules and bring them here to contribute what they know to contribute. They taught me so much! That space with them has brought up night and day in me, and thanks to some amazing tools, I still dance with them, strenghtening my allowance and my awareness that I'm aware....

It can be vital to acknowledge how aware we are, while we are creating our lives. We are aware of everything that is going on around us. There are thoughts, feelings and emotions flying around all the time, from people everywhere on the earth, in the ether, everywhere. If a radio can pick up wavelengths, couldn't we? Would we be less than a radio? Are we less than technology?

What ease can we have and be with painting? With writing? If we are procrestinating, what are we trying to create? And who are we being? Is this even ours? What kindness can we be with our bodies while creating? What if we don't have to finish a painting in a certain time, on a specific day? What are we trying to prove if we wait to the last minute, whether that is the night before a show or the last day of our earth-walk?

What are we avoiding?

What excuse are we using? Money? Time? Body? Kids? Pets? Weather?

If we had no expectations, no excuses, no judgments of ourselves, what could we create?

Could it be that the earth is asking us to step up and out, to leave 'the victim pooHoo-hat' behind and CREATE?

Ask in the morning: "Who am I going to be today, and what grand and glorious adventures am I going to have today?®" I wonder what this will create for you?
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Bettina Madini is an artist, singer and an Access Consciousness® Certified Facilitator. Born in Berlin, Germany, she is currently living in the Midwest in the United States. Bettina’s paintings can be found in corporate and private collections in Europe, Australia and in the United States. She offers Painting Intensives, coaches Creatives and facilitates Access Consciousness® Core Classes, internationally.
To find Bettina’s classes and see her art work please visit: www.BettinaStar-Rose.com. and www.BettinaMadini.Accessconsciousness.com

Access Consciousness® was founded by Gary Douglas, one of the most brilliant people on the planet, and is created by Gary Douglas and Dr. Dain Heer. All the tools in this article are derived from Access Consciousness®. Read more about Access Consciousness® at www.AccessConsciousness.com. Find out about the Bars® at www.bars.accessconsciousness.com.  Access Consciousness has more than 50 body processes that can address anything that we have created with our bodies. Please find out more at www.body.accessconsciousness.com.

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