Dear Money,
I’m writing to you today .... finally, after lifetimes and lifetimes of never responding to your calls, never answering your ringing my doorbell and not even coming to the door. Years of hiding from you and making you into my enemy.
First of all, I’d like to thank you for not giving up on me, and I thank you also for still being my friend and still listening to me, as I know you will when you read this letter.
I realized today that I have excluded you from my universe and made you the culprit and the reason for some choices that I made in all these lifetimes with you, choices that I have still been judging me for, and I put that all onto you.
In so choosing, I made me into the victim, you into the victimizer, and I told myself that story over and over again until it seemed to be so real to me that I cut off my awareness of any different possibility. And I used you to keep me under my own control, with great brilliance of creation and with using a lot of energy.
The gift you gave me is to see how I can create anything with you, even lack of you. You are part of this reality as it is right now, and I can clearly see the insanity in my choice to refuse you, as if that would make me into the victory over this reality. I excluded you, and in so choosing, I eliminated myself, destroyed the infinite possibilities and went into a separate universe of my own creation where I had to be alone and not receive you and also not receive .... me. All of that does not work for me any longer.
Today, I acknowledge the infiniteness of the energy that you are, and that you are so much more than what I have learned about you and entrained to. Today, I also acknowledge my power to make a different choice with you that changes the trajectory of my living.
Truly, what can we create together, my friend?
I asked myself ‘Is my friend Money really bad and wrong?’ and the answer was ‘No.’
Anything I have resented about you was and has always been, truly, my creation that I chose with you. Resenting you was truly hiding the resentment I have been having about myself. I used you as the prison guard of my own incarceration.
I apologize to you, my friend.
I make a different choice today. I invite you to a Glorious Welcome Party that I will host for you each day from now onward into the future.
Would you be willing to show me what else your energy is, beyond this reality's version of you? What else we can create together?
I’m so looking forward to your next visit!
With great curiosity and gratitude,
your friend,
Bettina
I’m writing to you today .... finally, after lifetimes and lifetimes of never responding to your calls, never answering your ringing my doorbell and not even coming to the door. Years of hiding from you and making you into my enemy.
First of all, I’d like to thank you for not giving up on me, and I thank you also for still being my friend and still listening to me, as I know you will when you read this letter.
I realized today that I have excluded you from my universe and made you the culprit and the reason for some choices that I made in all these lifetimes with you, choices that I have still been judging me for, and I put that all onto you.
In so choosing, I made me into the victim, you into the victimizer, and I told myself that story over and over again until it seemed to be so real to me that I cut off my awareness of any different possibility. And I used you to keep me under my own control, with great brilliance of creation and with using a lot of energy.
The gift you gave me is to see how I can create anything with you, even lack of you. You are part of this reality as it is right now, and I can clearly see the insanity in my choice to refuse you, as if that would make me into the victory over this reality. I excluded you, and in so choosing, I eliminated myself, destroyed the infinite possibilities and went into a separate universe of my own creation where I had to be alone and not receive you and also not receive .... me. All of that does not work for me any longer.
Today, I acknowledge the infiniteness of the energy that you are, and that you are so much more than what I have learned about you and entrained to. Today, I also acknowledge my power to make a different choice with you that changes the trajectory of my living.
Truly, what can we create together, my friend?
I asked myself ‘Is my friend Money really bad and wrong?’ and the answer was ‘No.’
Anything I have resented about you was and has always been, truly, my creation that I chose with you. Resenting you was truly hiding the resentment I have been having about myself. I used you as the prison guard of my own incarceration.
I apologize to you, my friend.
I make a different choice today. I invite you to a Glorious Welcome Party that I will host for you each day from now onward into the future.
Would you be willing to show me what else your energy is, beyond this reality's version of you? What else we can create together?
I’m so looking forward to your next visit!
With great curiosity and gratitude,
your friend,
Bettina
