Have you been wondering what the heck this 'Access Consciousness' is?
What CAN a class create?
Demanding of me to choose and create greater was
so easy to say. 'Choosing greater' was such a huge 'Yes!' in my world,
and yet at the same time so abstract. I saw what all these brilliant
people, like the founders of Access Consciousness, Gary Douglas and Dr.Dain Heer
have been choosing and creating, and I was inspired and at the same
time, yes, resistant. I had a big 'How?' in my world. I thought I had to
make this one choice, and it's going to get greater. My struggling,
the sadness and willingness to give up (yes, I've had that, a LOT)
seemed so 'wrong'. 'I should be able to just change whatever is not
working, to create greater, to create all the resources that would make
it possible for me to create so much more and inspire everyone and
everything, to purchase land and give it to the earth, like some
billionaires do.' For me to travel all over the world and facilitate
classes and show my art and be that which I know I came here to be. I
know so much, yet I had no clue how to bring it to the world.
And I made me wrong for things to not be yet what I knew they can be. Until recently.
I chose a class that had such a huge space and a
big demand-type energy. There was no way for me not to choose it. Have
you ever had that? I changed plans, I changed the ways I would have
computed in the past, un-chose other things that would have been
impossible for me to un-choose only a few months ago, and I went to the
class that challenged me in a yummy and daunting way. You know,
friends, when you get the sense of dying? Oh yes, I know that one.
I chose the class nevertheless. I couldn't eat
for days before the class. Danced with my team of helpers, asked the
universe and the earth for help. And they did. I'm so grateful. I went
to the class. And, what did it create? What did I receive?
I received the awareness of my receiving that is
so vast. Yes, I have been receiving. What has been off was my asking. I
have been asking with 'modesty'. My ask was sort of 2 steps forward,
one step back. I'm changing that. Amping up my ask. Asking for all the
gates and channels to open and all the resources to flow to me. Asking
with boldness.
What else did I receive? The awareness that, if I don't step up and out, there's going to be a vast hole in the fabric that others can and will take over. If I don't step up, a brilliant, sparkling colorful contribution will never shine. And other forces that are willing to be overpowering will do so. And what might that create for the earth? If we don't shine our brilliance into the world, friends, it will be a lesser place. The world will be pale, if we don't shine.
THAT class created in my world a demand to out-create! To be out and not make me wrong! If I make me wrong, for anything, when I judge me for anything, I perpetrate evil. I perpetrate unconsciousness. No more of that. I choose consciousness.
The class also sparked the awareness that it's
not ONE CHOICE that is creating the big shift, but many many tons of
choices that create what we desire, if we know what we desire to create,
if we choose it and commit to it. At times, our choices make us change
a job, at times choosing is turning left instead of right, or buying a
dress, or saying no, or whatever it is. Each choice creates.
When we have a target and ask the universe for
help, we will create it. We will have it. What it takes is
perseverance, patience, trust, having our own back and never ever
giving up. I got all of that from what? Choice. 
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If
you are inspired by this, if I can be a contribution to you, please know
I offer sessions and classes. Please contact me with your questions,
and with making an appointment. I'd be so happy to spark your
brilliance. You are it already. You have only buried it. There's nothing
that you don't know. And I would be honored to un-burry your brilliance
with my brilliance.
