"What do you know?" asked the wood-fairy, and she
had never been that demanding, in her voice. I had no clue what she
meant by that.
"What do you mean by what do I know? I have been at
schools, universities, I have done apprenticeships and worked several
high-paying jobs, so do you want me to enumerate to you all the stuff
about algebra, Latin, partitions, musical scales and physics that I
learned? (seriously?)", and I hoped she would say no to that, as I
silently started swearing under the heavy list of so-called 'achievements' that I
would have to start to quote, if she desired (because I loved her so
much!).
"No!" she giggled. "Not THAT! That's not 'knowing', that's what
they make you learn by heart, based on the assumption that you actually
don't know and that it has to be sort of 'hammered' into you." She
looked a little bedazzled, as if she was trying to find the words to
convey to me what she'd like me to receive (gosh, what a difficult job
for a wood fairy that basically functions from the language of energy).
"You know", she started slowly, "when this information is just coming to
you, out of nowhere, you just simply 'know' that you know and what you
know. Not from thinking or focusing, but from space of being?" "Oh! Like
this morning that I told you about, when I stood by the tree, and I
just knew what the tree 'told' me about the forest, not with voice or
words, but I just knew what it had 'said' to me? You mean that?" Oh, she
got excited and jumped! "Yes, Yes, Yes! THAT! This is what knowing is! You
basically receive the information. It is all about receiving.
RECEIVING, which is the one thing you did not learn in school."
I got
all joyful and so enthusiastic. What an amazing possibility! "Would you
teach me that, my friend? Please?", and I was surprised about the demand
that was in my question. She jumped up from the blooming mosses with
resolution and the matter-of-factness that I know from the
Wood-Fairydom, she stood proud and tall, with pollen and sun-particles
swirling around her, saying simply 'Yes!'.....
(excerpt for you, my friends, from my
world which is a book with many chapters that swirl and dance, that has
no beginning and no end, and one day, maybe today, it will be one of the
most magical inspirations for the future.... You are part of it, my
dreaming friend. As long as you keep dreaming with me I will keep
writing.... Why? Your dreaming feeds my dream, my dream is food for your
dream. The dream is more beautiful with all us dreamers.)
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